Thursday, October 16, 2014

Broken Heart

You broke my heart, every time we talk you chip away at it a bit more and now it lays in pieces. You broke it not because I loved you, some days I'm not even sure I like you but because you have no regard for me. You love to talk, talk about you, talk about your world, talk about what is going on and your feelings but you only show a passing interest in my life. How is this a friendship? Where is the give and take, the shared thoughts and emotions and trivial bits of our days? I am not your councilor I never signed up for that.
You broke my heart because you failed to think about my feelings before you spoke.
You broke my heart because you you decided to define our relationship with no regard for me.
You broke my heart because I really like you and I gave you pieces of me, pieces of my heart and soul but you are so unaware of the games you play and the destruction you leave behind.

But what  you don't know is my heart is resilient, I am resilient,  and I will heal an move on. I don't have to let you hurt me over and over. I can walk away with my head held high that I was a good friend that I gave you everything I had and I will do it again but next time it will be with someone who will see it as a precious gift, and they will share their gifts, and we will truly be friends.